Class begins..

I'll be starting new semester this monday...tapi skg ni pun tak balek sgamat lagi..
the mood tak dtg lagi la...eventhough next sem ade 3 paper je....
huh..knp la kemalasan yg sgt nih....

I have this unsecure feeling...i don't know why...
But every day the feeling of afraid of the unknown makin kuat..
pdahal aku seorg yg berani...
kenapa perlu ade insecure feel eh???
perasaan tak tenteram pun ade....
i'm not feeling happy yet not feeling sad..
i have a monotoneous feeling...
huhuhu Hati pasir lah ni meaning hati kering...
perh...

Ape lah post nih...
hahaha sesaje nk lepas kan perasaan tak tentu hala nih before balek segamat..
don't mix pleasure with business my dear..
means personal dgn study jgn mix la....
huhuhu
nk struggle nih..
pointer keep going down....
kena naik kan lagi...huish work hard...
nak keje petronas kena 3.8 above mmg tak lah kan..
hope fully dpt g praktikal tempat yg aku impikan..
ape2 pun...another 1 year perlu ditempuhi...
i need more courage n confidence..tak dpt dari c DIA pun tak pe la..
ade aku kesah...dia pun tak pedulikan aku je..
so i have to go on la...

chiayok2..... aja2 fighting.......